When Mary asked us to write about our thoughts and feelings on aging, my first thought was UGH! What an unpleasant topic. We, here at the Fountains, are witness to it daily in all its forms, shapes and sizes. We are all at this aging stage of our lifetime and adjusting to it in our own individual ways.
My negative side of this process is that I now use a cane, have pulmonary problems and a pace maker to monitor my heart. Since I consider these to be minor afflictions, I don’t dwell on them. I am not afraid of death because I believe in everlasting life. However, having helped care for loved ones during their long and painful illnesses, I do fear the process of dying, and pray God will help me at this stage of my life.
Now, to the positive side of my thoughts on aging at age 87. Since coming to the Fountains three years ago, I am leading a new life and feel rejuvenated! So many residents have made me feel welcome and accepted me as I am. They are sharing their knowledge and expertise on many subjects. I am learning to appreciate classical music, the arts, history of the Hudson Valley and much more, especially books. I love to read and still enjoy a good mystery or romantic novel. Now my choices are biographies and my favorite, history.
My one great delight is attending Mary Summerlin’s story writing class. Under her caring and expert assistance, I am learning to write. I never knew that I could write anything others enjoyed reading and it is a rewarding experience.
I must leave you now because I have several story ideas scrambling around my brain and I must jot them down before the aging process engulfs them and they are forgotten forever. Bye bye.
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